Getting through some days can be as unpredictable as the weather, but I am doing OK.
I have a birthday in June and will be celebrating an age that I associate more with my mother than myself. Society defines us all by numbers and that’s a bummer. I like to think of myself as being in my mid 40’s and 5’6” tall. I was never taller than 5’4”, but if I am going to fantasize, why not taller, thinner and younger than some of my children.
A few weeks ago I went into Philadelphia to see my son who was participating in a ten mile race. It was raining out but not hard enough to deter the runners or the crowds.
I have a birthday in June and will be celebrating an age that I associate more with my mother than myself. Society defines us all by numbers and that’s a bummer. I like to think of myself as being in my mid 40’s and 5’6” tall. I was never taller than 5’4”, but if I am going to fantasize, why not taller, thinner and younger than some of my children.
A few weeks ago I went into Philadelphia to see my son who was participating in a ten mile race. It was raining out but not hard enough to deter the runners or the crowds.
Andy had been training for months and did really well. I was a very proud momma when we saw him come down Broad Street at a the six mile mark. The smile on his face was wonderful to see. His wife and I then took the subway to meet him at the finish line. It was a madhouse at the station but we did get the first train and squished our bodies in like sardines in a can. There were no seats available so we had to hang onto the pole which has its challenges but I was fine with that. I have not traveled the subway in many years and I thought this short ride would be fun. Three times I was offered a seat and people looked at me oddly because I refused. I appreciated their kindness and consideration, but I am still lucky enough to be able to stand, walk, run, and even chew gum at the same time. They saw an old lady; they didn’t see me. The years have changed my body, my face, and yes, my stamina, but not who I am; a very stubborn woman who is going out of this world fighting and with the conviction that I can still do it.
I ain’t done yet, and neither is my son. He is now training for a half marathon. He’s got grit too.
Thank you for all your well wishes. It has been a difficult few months and I have lost some very dear people in my life. It was hard, but as I always say at the beginning of my blog, I am doing OK.
